After traveling to a country where women are king, I abandoned my husband and children

Chapter 294: Deeply in Love Without Knowing It

Gofu actually didn't have much experience with children. Even in her real childhood, she rarely played with children of her own age.

At first, it was just the difference in family situations that caused her to be out of place, but later, she became even more out of place.

So, she actually didn't know what a child of Zhige's age was thinking or what his needs were.

——Back then, she longed to have a home of her own so that she could paint freely.

But her son had everything she wanted.

Recalling the parenting tips from the few friends who were married and had children, Ge Fu embraced Luo Zhige's small body and asked softly, "Have you signed up for any classes outside?"

What impressed me most were the various classes that my friends signed up for their children, including piano, art, programming, dance... as well as various exam certificates.

She hasn't experienced this herself, but she imagines... kids like it?

Luo Zhige looked confused, "What?"

Ge Fu: “…”Aren’t you going to sign up for classes?

"Besides going to school, what do you usually do at home?" she asked.

"Let's go to the military camp and play." Luo Zhige said, "If we are lucky enough to encounter a war, that would be the most fun." In fact, it was also his first time to go to the amusement park.

"What about the others?" Ge Fu's hands trembled a little.

"What else?" Luo Zhige tilted his head and said, "I was bored in the mansion, Ping Hao would take me swimming, but I played in the sand pool, but it was not as fun as the battlefield."

"You..." Ge Fu pursed her lips and asked, "You and your classmates... don't you usually go out to play together? On your birthday... on your birthday, will you invite friends to your house?"

"But..." The little child looked up, his clear eyes seemed to reflect all the beauty. "I never celebrate my birthday."

what?

Ge Fu's face turned pale. "Why...why don't you ever celebrate your birthday?" She already had a guess in her mind, but she didn't hope it was true.

"Because my father said he never celebrates his birthday." Luo Zhige curled his lips and said, "He said I can't be happier than him."

Actually...

Ge Fu felt relieved, but for some reason he also felt a little sad.

She had a hunch that what Luo Yaosen said might not be true.

"It's true." Luo Yaosen replied, "I didn't celebrate my birthday when I was a child. When I was born, there happened to be a wild emotional master in the slum who started a revolution. It was a very chaotic time. My father died to protect my mother. My mother lived with me, barely surviving like a walking corpse. She couldn't spare the energy to remember the date, and naturally she didn't remember my birthday. I only know that I was born in winter, and I don't know the exact birthday."

In fact, he couldn't say that he didn't celebrate his birthday. Although the slums were short of supplies, every winter, his mother would always try her best to make the food more abundant, and the birthday song would appear more frequently than usual.

"But this is not the reason why I don't celebrate Zhige's birthday." The man's eyebrows and eyes had a hazy beauty under the dim yellow light. He leaned against the bedpost, holding her hand and tightening it, his eyes were a little tender as he said, "I'm not the kind of parent who won't let his children have what I don't have. On the contrary, I only want my children to have what I don't have. But... for me, the day Zhige was born was the day I lost you."

"Both realistically and psychologically."

"Realistically speaking, I know that after what I did, you would never forgive me with your personality. Besides..." At this point, a trace of pain flashed across his eyes. "You really lost your breath at that time." And he was very lucky that she survived.

"And psychologically speaking...you may not believe it, but I once thought I could let go calmly. At the moment I made the decision, I thought that even though I loved you, I could still break up."

He even felt that relationships rarely lasted a lifetime. If the price was just the early end of this relationship, then it would be a great deal if he could make her awaken to become an emotional therapist.

That's what he thought at that time.

He failed to realize that if this was really just a love that would end sooner or later, he wouldn't have to worry so much about her.

When he had such thoughts, he was actually deeply in love without realizing it.

Subsequent reality proved that it was all just his self-righteousness.

He didn't want to be separated from her at all. Not to mention being strangers for the rest of his life, he didn't even want to be separated from her for a single minute.

So in the past five years, he repeatedly tried to sneak into Hengyang to see her. He even had the most despicable idea of ​​trapping her by his side.

Ge Fu was silent for a long time, feeling a little surprised.

I actually felt a little bit sorry for him.

"You can't possibly want Zhi Ge to never celebrate his birthday for the rest of his life, right?" Ge Fu changed the subject.

Luo Yaosen: "...his biggest birthday this year has already passed."

"It's his solar birthday, but his lunar birthday is only two days away." Ge Fu was a little surprised and asked, "You... still don't want to celebrate his birthday?"

But... we've obviously gotten back together.

You do not understand.

Luo Yaosen looked at her with a sigh.

For Gefu, that day was the darkest moment of her life. She experienced the most outrageous anger and fear in her life and gained a new life. But because of their self-righteousness, she was on the verge of life and death, suffered a lot, and was left with indelible trauma.

But for Luo Yaosen, that day was also an unbearable pain in his life.

"...We can celebrate Children's Day, Boys' Day, Christmas, April Fool's Day... There are so many holidays, a birthday won't make a difference." Luo Yaosen was still struggling.

He hoped that day could be completely forgotten, and preferably never appear in his life again, rather than being reminded of it again and again.

"It's different. Your birthday is the only holiday that belongs to you alone," Ge Fu insisted.

Seeing him like this, she got a little angry and said, "Let me tell you first, I don't plan to have any more children in this lifetime. Zhi Ge will be our only child, you can't treat him so harshly."

I thought Luo Yaosen would be angry when I said this, but he suddenly brightened up and said in surprise, "Are you serious?"

"What?" Gofu was puzzled.

"No more children."

Ge Fu hesitated, "You are not angry?"

"Why should I be angry? I wish you wouldn't have any more children. Let me tell you the truth, I had a vasectomy a long time ago, and it can't be undone." In fact, he had originally planned to hide it from Ge Fu.

After all, Zhige was a boy, and he thought she would want to have a daughter.