Chapter 311 Nothing is unacceptable——
Chapter 311 Nothing is unacceptable——
At the Lu family's house, it was already evening, and the area around the Lu family's house was still guarded.
Lu Jingshen still stood still, standing in the rain, not turning around to look at the woman who was groaning behind him. There was no emotion on his face, and he was so cold and inhuman. He had always been cold and heartless, and he would not show any tenderness or compassion to people who had nothing to do with him.
The rain and the bright red blood merged into one in the rain, and the woman finally fainted in a pool of blood.
"Sir, someone has fainted!" Zuo Nai said behind Lu Jingshen in the rain.
"Take him to the hospital for a checkup to make sure there are no traces left!"
Lu Jingshen drove back from the old house by himself. He parked the car casually in an open space on the open dam and turned off the engine and got out. His clothes had already been wet, and he didn't hold an umbrella. After getting out of the car, he first looked towards the house. The lights were on in the house, so he strode towards the entrance.
Lin Jiaran was on the first floor. She heard the sound of a smart mechanical door opening. She put down the paintbrush in her hand and walked towards the entrance.
Near the entrance, I saw Lu Jingshen holding the wall with one hand and covering his chest. His clothes were all wet, his face was wrinkled, and raindrops were dripping from his cheeks to his chin. His short hair was also wet and dripping.
"What's wrong with you?" Lin Jiaran asked as she approached.
"It's okay, my clothes are wet." When Lin Jiaran reached out to help him, Lu Jingshen pushed her hand away in time and whispered.
Then Lu Jingshen raised his leg and rushed towards the bathroom on the first floor. Seeing this, Lin Jiaran followed him worriedly.
After vomiting uncomfortably, he took off his wet coat and threw it casually on the floor. After washing his face with warm water, Lu Jingshen stood sideways to the door and opened the closed door of the bathroom.
Lin Jiaran was standing at the door.
"These past two days I have been worrying about how to explain something to you, but it turns out that I am the last person to know about it!" Before Lin Jiaran asked him if he was feeling unwell, Lu Jingshen spoke first.
"Mrs. Lu, are you so generous? You can even accept the fact that your husband has a child with someone else!"
"You haven't done it either, it's just a child from a test tube, there's nothing I can't accept." Lin Jiaran lowered her head and spoke softly.
"Do you not care if I have any relationship with someone one day?" Lu Jingshen said in a low voice, suppressing his anger. Her words "there is nothing unacceptable" were a denial of everything about her, and also a sign of her not caring about him. Only by not caring could she be so generous as to accept everything. The nice words she said about liking him were also lies to him, as if he was just being self-righteous. He thought she had changed towards him, but he didn't expect that they were all lies...
"Are you feeling a little disappointed now? Didn't you say it yourself that you only treat me as your own sister? After you repeatedly rejected me explicitly and implicitly, you would rather have a misunderstanding with my sister than explain it. That's when I no longer had any illusions about you."
"You don't know how disgusting I am right now. If I don't know, that disgusting thing will be in front of me soon, making me disgusted for the rest of my life! I was the one who let you down before. Don't you know that I lied to you? Why do you still accept this? Children are not that important to me!"
"Why can't you be a little more selfish when I'm angry? You accept this kind of thing. What's the difference between this and cheating? You don't even care about my cheating. Don't you trust me? Or are you lying to me? You don't like me at all. What should I do to make you care about me a little more? As long as you say I can do it, I wish you would ask more of me!"
Standing face to face, Lin Jiaran lowered her head, Lu Jingshen lowered his head and looked at her, his eyes slightly red with tears, his voice gradually trembling, when he said the last sentence, a tear that had been in his eye socket for a long time fell from his eyelids. Men don't shed tears easily, but they just haven't reached the point of being heartbroken. No one knows how sad he is at this moment.
"Even if you don't explain your relationship with my sister later, I will still maintain the status quo. I have never really believed that your relationship is real. It will be the same whether you explain it or not!" After a moment of silence, Lin Jiaran, who also had tears falling from her eyes, raised her head and looked into the eyes of the sad Lu Jingshen.
"When I drink, I lose my memory for a short time, but I won't lose my memory forever. All these behaviors of mine are to find ways to reject you. It wasn't you and Lin Qing who first proposed marriage, but I rejected it. It was my grandfather who said that he and my grandfather had already agreed, and if I didn't agree, he wouldn't be able to explain it to my grandfather."
"I am not simply overreacting to the drugs. Psychotropic drugs and contraceptives cannot be taken at the same time for a long time. It's not that I don't want to have children now. As long as I have mental illness, I will never be able to have children in the future. It's not just a matter of genetic probability. But if I take drugs for a long time, the children I give birth to will not even have basic normal facial features, let alone give birth to a child who simply carries the gene for mental illness."
"Grandpa has always known that Lu Jingchuan is gay. After you went to the United States, he told me that he had always been worried that he would not be able to see his great-grandson. This was also his greatest wish. He originally wanted Lu Jingchuan to have a child through IVF, but his health was a problem. At that time, you were also facing fertility issues. Grandpa said that he took the initiative to use your genes to have a child through IVF, and the child is now more than six months old."
"My grandfather has been sending people to see me about my illness over the years. His kindness to me is more than just this. It was just a wish. Compared to all this, he was able to let me marry into the Lu family and marry you, and he gave me enough protection. I am already very grateful to him. It's just a child. He has fulfilled the wish of an old man whose head is no longer covered with yellow earth. You haven't done anything to let me down. After all, the child is related to you. As long as I can still be with you, it's just a child that has nothing to do with me. As long as it is related to you, you don't despise me for this disease, so why can't I accept it..."
Not caring about the wet clothes on his body, Lu Jingshen, with red eyes and tears, staggered forward and hugged Lin Jiaran tightly in his long and strong arms.
Lin Jiaran slowly raised her hands that were hanging at the edge of her pants and wrapped them around Lu Jingshen's waist. At this moment, no one spoke.
After the excitement subsided, Lu Jingshen remembered that he was still wearing wet clothes, so he took the initiative to push away the person in his arms. As a result, Lin Jiaran raised her hands, stood on tiptoe, and hugged his neck, kissing him. The person kissing him was imitating him in an unskilled way, which made his ears redden all of a sudden. He was so happy that he didn't know how to react for a while——
It’s not like Lin Jiaran had never kissed him before, but this was the first time she reached out to unbutton his clothes while kissing him. This made the man lose his mind instantly, and he turned from passive to active...
The hazy scenery outside the window finally put an end to the noisy atmosphere in the room.
Lin Jiaran showed half of her face on the neat and soft bed, her body completely wrapped in the quilt.
In the bathroom through the glass door, Lu Jingshen was facing the shower head. His strong and sturdy arms looked very natural, giving people a sense of his strength. He exuded an aura that no one should mess with.
He simply wrapped a bath towel around his waist, tiptoed to the bed, lifted the quilt and lay down on it, then hugged her quietly, feeling her warm body temperature and soft breath, looking at her quietly, touching her fine hair on her face with his fingertips, and gently kissed her with a gentle smile.
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