I am a freeloader in the anime world

Chapter 454 Back to normal (3)

Fenghama and Hua were silent for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage and spoke slowly with a trembling voice.

Feng Bang and Hua's words were like a cold breeze in winter, which made Su Yang feel a little surprised and chilled.

"Actually, I'm not a sister complex."

Toyohama and Hana's voice was low and contained a hint of self-mockery.

"Perhaps, rather than liking her, I should say I hate her."

Toyohama and Hana's words revealed a complex emotion.

In fact, what Toyohama Kazuka hated was not Sakurajima Mai herself, but the things about Sakurajima Mai that made her feel depressed and restrained.

What Toyohama Kazuka hated was the talent of Sakurajima Mai that made her despair, the efforts that she could never do, and her excellence.

However, this kind of disgust is not simple aversion, but a complex interweaving of emotions.

Toyohama Kazuka hates her sister Sakurajima Mai, but she cannot completely give up her dependence and expectations on her sister Sakurajima Mai.

Toyohama Kazuka hates her sister Sakurajima Mai, but she cannot ignore the importance of her sister Sakurajima Mai in her life. She hates her sister Sakurajima Mai, but she cannot deny that her sister Sakurajima Mai is irreplaceable to her.

"Ugh."

Su Yang sighed. How should I put it? Although he was a little surprised at first when Toyohama and Hana said that they hated Sakurajima Mai, he quickly understood it.

All I can say is that what Toyohama and Hana said was unexpected, yet also reasonable.

Perhaps because they had already said it all, Toyohama and Hana had nothing to hesitate about and continued.

"I've always been compared to my older sister, Sakurajima Mai." Her voice trembled. "And it's not just my mom. Even in the entertainment industry, as long as they know the relationship between me and my sister, whether they are staff members, fans of girl groups, or even strangers, as long as they know the relationship between me and my sister, they all compare me to my sister."

Toyohama Hehua's heart is filled with endless worries and helplessness. Her words reveal a deep sense of powerlessness, as if she has always lived under the shadow of her sister and cannot break free.

There was a flash of pain in Fenghama and her eyes.

"Even though my sister has retired from the entertainment industry for two years, she has only just returned to the entertainment industry and her movies and TV series have not even been aired yet, but her fame is even greater than that of me, a younger sister who has always been active in the entertainment industry. All news related to her has instantly captured everyone's attention."

Toyohama and Hana's words were full of resentment and grievance.

"Not only that, but even my mother started saying those hateful things she used to say..."

Toyohama and Hana's expression became somewhat distressed, with their brows furrowed.

"I don't understand why no matter what I do, I can't get rid of my sister's shadow." There was a hint of confusion in her voice. "I have worked very hard and tried my best to perform, but it seems that in everyone's eyes, I will always be just an appendage of my sister, and always just that 'Waka', not 'Toyohama Waka'."

Toyohama and Hana's heart were full of struggles and contradictions.

"I longed to be recognized and to prove myself, but I was also afraid that I would never be able to surpass my sister and would always have to live under her shadow."

"Ugh."

Looking at the extremely complicated expressions on Fenghama and Hua's faces, Su Yang couldn't help but sigh.

"Isn't it natural for Mai to achieve such success? You have been your sister for two days, don't you understand? You may think you have worked hard enough, but your sister works harder than you!"

As Su Yang spoke, he couldn't help but raise his hand and gently touch Fenghama and Hua's head, comforting them.

"Your situation is different from Mai's. Your father never paid attention to Mai since she was a child. Moreover, Mai's family was not doing well at that time. After all, your father ran away before the marriage because Mai's mother's family had no money. Mai entered the entertainment industry when she was a child to survive. After all, at that time, my mother-in-law encountered an economic crisis and could not even survive."

Su Yang looked at the sea in the distance and continued.

"You and Hua entered the entertainment industry because you like and admire your sister, but Mai did it to survive. Under such circumstances, if Mai didn't work hard, I'm afraid you wouldn't have a sister. It was also under such circumstances that your sister Mai worked so hard, because it had become a habit for her."

Su Yang said, then turned his head to look at Fenghama Hehua, rolled his eyes at her and continued.

"Besides, the reason you hold a grudge against Mai is not pure or should be said to be the most important reason, probably because of the hateful words your mother said to you."

Hearing Su Yang's words, Feng Bang He Hua broke free from Su Yang's hand on her head and immediately retorted.

"I don't hate my sister... Although... I do dislike her a little... But I definitely can't say I hate her... Because it's not to that extent..."

"Because you are sisters?"

Su Yang opened his lips slightly, with a barely perceptible inquiry in his voice, and asked slowly. At the same time, his sight passed through Fenghama and Hua and fell accurately on the familiar figure behind her.

The corners of Su Yang's mouth rose slightly unconsciously, and an elusive smile gently spread across his lips.

"Ah."

Fenghama Hehua nodded slightly, and her eyes showed her agreement with Su Yang's words.

At this time, Fenghama and Hua were concentrating on the conversation between themselves and Su Yang, immersed in the exchange of ideas and the resonance of emotions, and did not notice the smile that quietly appeared at the corner of Su Yang's mouth.

"But, I'm actually quite confused..."

Suddenly, Toyohama and Hana spoke again.

"Ah? Confused? Confused about what?"

Su Yang was a little confused.

"Because, I always feel... I always feel that my sister... doesn't seem to treat me as a sister..."

Toyohama and Hana spoke hesitantly.

"You think too much."

Su Yang quickly denied Feng Bang and Hua.

"How can I think too much... After all... My sister is a famous actress... It's easy for her to act like a sister... After all... No matter what... Can the so-called half-sisters... really be considered real sisters..."

When Fenghama and Hua said this, they were very hesitant and uncertain, one sentence after another.

When Su Yang saw that the person behind Feng Bang and Hua was about to speak, he quickly made a gesture to silence that figure.

When Fenghama and the people behind Hua saw Su Yang's actions, they were puzzled but remained silent and did not make any sound.