Team villains except me

Chapter 142 Behind the 1st Cut

On the morning of the finals of the island treasure hunt competition, Zhu Mo woke up and found that Lisha's bed was gone.

Everything is neatly placed.

Spider King frowned and walked to the living room.

Lisha is making breakfast.

Zhu Hou asked her calmly.

"...you found a house?"

Lisha turned the sandwich over, and looked at the forest witch with a bad face with a smile.

"Are you reluctant to part with me, Mr. Spider?"

The spider raised an eyebrow.

"Are you safe out there yourself?"

Lisha smiled, and brought out the sandwich.

"Spider, miss me."

Spider King ate a sandwich, and complained about Lisha's suddenly missing title of "teacher".

After Spider King went to class, Lisha changed into the green suspender dress that Norvia gave her, and put on the seven-pointed star necklace that Ellit gave her.

She's the one who put them on an island treasure hunt, and she's the one who makes them win the game.

-

In 1206, the "Send You Home Team" finally gathered.

Fiana crushes a political rival who keeps getting in her way, and Huett is allowed to leave the palace.

The whole team was praising Lisha for looking good today.

"Because today is the final."

Lisha said so, and gave every member of the team a straw hat she knitted.

Another one belonged to Arlene Hugh.

Lisha put Arinxiu's straw hat on the podium in 1206.

-

Everything remains the same on Fixar Island.

It's just that the sea in summer is blue and clear, and the white foam that rolls up is like whipped cream.

The wind blows from unexpected places.

Lisha brushed her blown blue hair, smiled and cheered for the "Send You Home Team" on stage.

She heard them talking animatedly about where to eat after the game.

She also anticipated from the look in their eyes that she might get an end-of-class gift.

If time stops at this moment, happiness will be eternal.

only……

After losing sight of their figures, Lisha staggered and sat down on the beach.

Within Lisha's line of sight, all the scenery became distorted.

Space is turning rapidly.

There was a force tearing at her, making her dizzy, making her drowsy.

Lisha closed her eyes.

After she didn't feel uncomfortable, Lisha opened her eyes.

Familiar scenery, familiar people.

And she just met yesterday, her mother.

Lisha didn't panic.

She knew she was in Dimore now.

This is Dimore's place of prayer.

Mrs. Jane used to take her to pray for God's blessing.

She stood up and found that she was locked in a closed transparent space.

She could hear their discussions and see their expectant eyes, but she couldn't leave.

She stands tall.

Stand where the statue was originally.

Outside the fence, the closest to her are her parents.

With tears in her eyes, Mrs. Jane stretched out her hand to her.

Lisha asked her calmly.

"Mom, why am I here?"

Mrs. Jane was crying out of control, and she clenched the hand she extended towards Lisha into a fist.

Mr. Jian silently supported her.

Lisha was waiting for her mother's answer.

"...Lily... Baby Lilith, before you were born, God has already indicated... You are the most suitable messenger... Baby, it doesn't hurt... This is, this is an honor, to be able to dedicate oneself to God... ..."

"But mother, you are crying."

Lisha said softly.

Her words came out very clearly.

Mrs. Jane burst into tears.

Mr. Jane sighed.

"Baby, this is an encounter that many people can't ask for. You will accompany God--you will be happy forever."

Are you happy?

Lisha shook her head.

She laughed.

"I know, I'm a 'sacrifice'. I'm always going to die, but... I don't know which day it will be. It turned out to be today. Actually, I know, it should be today."

Lisha looked at the clear sky.

It's fine weather.

Mrs. Jane was a little horrified.

Her voice broke.

"Lilith...you—how do you know!"

How did she know.

Lisha thought about it.

It should be that when she was very young, she wanted to play with other children, but those children called her "sacrifice" at her.

She didn't understand what a "sacrifice" was.

She asked her parents ignorantly, but was frightened by their nervous expressions.

That night, Mom and Dad invited a hypnotist to come.

The brother hypnotist came to make her forget the "sacrifice", but he watched her for a long time and did not hypnotize her.

She dared not mention the "sacrifice" again.

Since then, she has had little contact with her peers, she has never been to kindergarten, and she has no friends of her own age.

She accidentally overheard the conversation between her parents on a night awakened by a nightmare.

"...Why do you treat her so badly? Isn't she your daughter, Keira!"

"She's just a sacrifice! It's the price my mother has to pay for her survival! I know she's my daughter, I gave birth to her! She's going to be returned to God, she's a sacrifice!"

Lisha understood.

She went back to her room silently.

She was born to die, she is not someone's daughter, not someone's treasure, but a sacrifice to God.

She didn't know what death was like, she just felt cold.

She wanted to forget the fact that she was a sacrifice, so she hid her loneliness in her heart, tried her best to hide her inner depression and fear with an innocent and happy appearance, and shaped herself according to the image of a daughter imagined by her parents.

She also has expectations.

If mom and dad don't treat her as a sacrifice, can she become a human being?

She doesn't want to be with God.She likes home.

So she spared no effort to talk about love and dependence, even if she was pushed away, she would come together again regardless of the past, just to get her mother a smiling face.

Mom seems to like her gradually.

He will call her baby, teach her poetry, cook her a big dinner, and treat her with tenderness.

She also seems to be able to feel the love gradually.

——Is she not a sacrifice?

Yes.She still is.

"Mom, do you love me?"

"Lisha, don't ask such strange questions."

"Does grandma love mother?"

"……Love."

"Will my mother love me like my grandmother loved my mother?"

"Lisha, to me, a mother is more important than a daughter, do you understand?"

Lisha didn't understand.

She didn't ask the question again and made another request.

"Mom, can you call me Lilith like Dad?"

"Okay. Lilith, go to worship the Lord God."

She is still a sacrifice.

She was bewildered.

"—Lilith!"

Lisha came back to her senses, seeing that her mother couldn't even stand up, and her whole body was shaking to pieces.

"I'm sorry... I'm really sorry... But mom can't help it. Mom also wants to have a mother. Mom has no choice but to..."

Lisha's chest was sore, and she felt an uncontrollable emotion.

"No. You lied. I asked my grandmother, she didn't want such a long life, she wanted to die naturally - it was you. Mom, why, you can't be like Isabeth!"

Lisha's last voice almost seemed to be shouting.

Mrs. Jane was dumbfounded.

She didn't know that Lisha knew so much, and she didn't know when Lisha secretly met her grandmother.

She didn't know who Isabeth was.

"Isabeth...who is it?"

Mr. Jane asked out.

Lisha smiled.

"I'm Isabeth. Isabeth is my friend."

Everyone present felt that she was stimulated and went crazy.

Lisha knew that she didn't.

-

Isabeth was her first friend.

She has no social skills and is excluded and neglected at school.

Isabeth is a transfer student.

She is very white, her hair, eyes, and eyelashes are all white.

Isabeth is as unpopular as she is, but not because of her special appearance, but because of her frail body.

The teacher especially said in the class that there should be no conflict with Isabeth, because Isabeth may die at any time.

The beginning of Lisha and Isabeth also happened in a sunny summer.

Lisha hid in the school's remote woods for lunch, and Isabeth walked slowly to her side.

"Hey, little sacrifice, why are you hiding here?"

Lisha trembled in shock at the title "Little Sacrifice".

Facing Isabeth, who was a complete stranger, she was speechless.

Isabeth sat down unceremoniously, holding her head high like a proud peacock.

"Everyone in this school is boring. You're different. You're quiet, you're smart, and you look... okay. I allow you to be my friend."

Isabeth looked confident, but in fact she was nervous and feverish.

Lisha shook her head.

Isabeth exploded.

"I want to be your friend with good intentions! Why do you refuse! I don't deserve to be your friend! I'm super smart and invincible!"

Lisha closed the lid of the lunch box.

"You know I'm a sacrifice. I'm going to die."

Isabeth slowed down.

She took a few breaths first, and then patted Lisha's head pretending to be mature.

"It doesn't matter, I have a disease that cannot be cured, and I will die before you."

In this way, Lisha and Isabeth became friends.

But only during lunch in the woods.Lisha didn't understand.

She wanted to talk to Isabeth in class, but Isabeth turned her head and pretended not to know her.

Lisha felt a little wronged.

But she didn't say it.She suffers from this grievance in silence.

Elizabeth saw it.

She rolled her eyes.

"Are you stupid? Our family knows about gods and sacrifices. If someone sees me as your friend, your parents will have to rush to find a hypnotist to make you a fool. I am protecting you." ,Do you understand!"

Lisha understood.

She felt that Isabeth was really powerful and knew a lot.She listened to Isabeth talking about the world outside Di Moore, which was colorful and bizarre.

She didn't understand why Isabeth was in such a boring town like Dimore.

Isabella flicked Lisha's forehead lightly with her fingers.

"Because the gods here can extend people's lives. I was very sick. My parents took me to many places, but the disease couldn't be cured. They found out that there might be a cure here, so our family moved to the here.

My parents did find a way, but I didn't agree. "

Lisha couldn't help but ask Isabeth why she didn't agree.

It must be better to live than to die.

Isabeth rolled her eyes again.

"That god can indeed keep me alive, but it wants my parents to give birth to the next child to be its sacrifice - I am! Why do I want my sister or brother to sacrifice for me? My sister or brother also You must have been born into this world with the expectations and love of your parents, just like me.

Let me live on other people's lives like a thief? --I do not want! "

Lisha felt that Isabeth seemed to have grown taller suddenly.

But Lisha was still a little hesitant.

"Isabeth... Will your parents listen to you?"

Isabeth took out a veil to block her bleeding nose.

She spoke in a low voice.

"They are stubborn, but I have a way. I put a knife to my neck and tell them I don't want it, and I won't take it even if I get my life back. I will find a way out of this world over and over again. They If you can’t beat me, you give up.”

Lisha likes Isabeth.Isabeth is a very nice person.

Good Isabeth suddenly clapped her hands.

"Do you know who is using your life? You go and scold her, and see if she can die in shame, so that you don't have to be a sacrifice."

Lisha didn't want to.

But Isabeth was unreasonable.

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow."

Lisha couldn't bear to make her only friend cry like this, so she agreed.

Isabeth stopped crying directly.

She laughed and took Lisha's hand.

"Lilith, don't feel the slightest burden to piss off the person who is using your life. I will go to hell for you first."

Lisha refuted her.

"You're not going to hell. You're going to heaven."

"Yes, yes, I am an angel."

Isabeth was so perfunctory, and when Lisha found her grandmother's location, she pretended to be sick and took Lisha to skip class.

Lisha tasted the feeling of freedom.

She was led by Isabeth and walked out of Dimore.

The golden magic circle was like a dream, and it was Isabeth's vomiting that broke her dream.

"I... vomit... I have never been used to... such a long magic circle... vomit..."

Lisha half dragged and half hugged Isabeth to get off the circle.

They stumbled and found the nursing home where Lisha's grandmother was.

Lisha looked at the kind old man from a distance, and refused to ask her if she knew that her life...was filled by her granddaughter.

Isabeth Delicia went up to ask.

Lisha didn't know what Isabeth asked specifically, but saw Isabeth's face was sullen when she came back.

"Your grandmother is very good. She doesn't want to live, and the god she believes in doesn't let her decide her own death. She doesn't know that she is alive because of you... In short, your mother is not a good person. Her side Lie to her mother, and lie to you at the same time."

Lisha was sad for a long time.

Isabeth has been pestering her to make her happy.

"Lisha Lisha, why are you ignoring me. Lisha Lixia, I ate your lunch... Ugh... Get the oysters out of the world!"

Because of Isabeth, Lisha felt like a normal person.

In Lisha's eyes, Isabeth is good everywhere, even if she is deceptive, likes to tease people, irresponsible and cunning as hell.

Lisha cried because her parents didn't keep their promises, she just wanted Daisy.Because Isabeth said little Daisy was like her.

On the second day after she cried, Isabeth handed her a limp little daisy in disgrace.

Lisha happily took it.

"Where did you buy it, Isabeth?"

"Buy? I don't have any money. I picked up a flower in a flower shop."

"Isabeth...you know it's theft, don't you?"

"I lied to you. The flower shop owner sees me as pitiful, so give it to me."

A few days later, Lisha knew that the flower was indeed stolen.

But Isabeth was not to blame.

"Hey, can't you act like a baby? When I'm at home, as long as I say 'I don't dare, I don't want' and cry again, the matter will pass. Stupid Lilith, you don't know, don't understand Why are you being coquettish or pissed off?"

Lisha certainly wouldn't.

Before Isabeth died, she couldn't learn it.

Dimore has no winter.

But autumn is long, cold and long.

Isabeth grew weaker day by day.She becomes erratic.

Lisha tolerated all of Isabeth's bad tempers, but gradually, Isabeth could only pant heavily, and let Lisha hold her with a "woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo" of her.

In Elizabeth's last days, Lisha was silent like a snowman.

The day before Isabeth died, she held Lisha's hand and apologized.

"I don't have the courage to face my parents, but I lose my temper at you. Acting like a baby again. I want you...to tolerate me unconditionally, cough cough cough cough...this is bullying you. It's not right.

I'm sorry, Lilith.I'm a little bit, loathe you.Lilith, think of me.Lilith, live for me..."

Long shore, clear sea, in autumn.

Howling winds, shattering stars, in autumn.

Crying in pain, dark night, Isabeth sleeping quietly, in autumn.

Lisha seemed to shed all the tears in her life.

She was not allowed to go out in the evening, and she did not see Isabeth for the last time.

She wanted to see Isabeth frantically, and she was willing to give her life to Isabeth.

But she couldn't tell her parents that she wanted to go to Isabeth's funeral, and she couldn't even say that she and Isabeth were friends.

The hypnotist in the town now is not the kind-hearted brother back then.

If she told her parents, she would lose even her memory of Isabeth.

So she wet the pillow with crying, but dared not make a sound.

When she was suffocating and convulsed from crying, she remembered Isabeth's words.

Isabeth wanted her to live, to live with her share.

So when the day dawned, Lisha decided to become Isabeth.

She lives with the character of Isabeth and thinks with the mind of Isabeth.Gradually, she could no longer tell whether she was Lisha or Isabeth.

She is Isabeth's Lisha, and she is also Lisha's Isabeth.

She is not living by herself.

Isabeth can be coquettish, and she can be coquettish.

Isabeth didn't like oysters, and she didn't like them either, but she couldn't do what Isabeth wanted. After her words were ignored again and again, she could only swallow oysters with stomach cramps every time.

Isabeth wanted to leave Di Moore, so she tried her best to go to Absig.

Because Isabeth stayed in her childhood, Lisha never grew up.

But she awakened wood magic and became a wood magician.She gave herself a little daisy a day.

It was given to Lisha by Isabeth.

It was also given to him by Lisha.

Lisha no longer looked at the crowd below.She rubbed her eyes.

I'm so sorry.Isabeth is going to disappear.

Because she is going to die.